In light of what’s happening with Roe Vs Wade, I want to share what I’ve learned about abortion as a trusted intuitive medium.
Some of you know my story, but some of you don’t. In a nutshell, I suddenly started channeling messages from children who have passed on when I turned 36. (I'll be 49 in September.) I never believed in mediumship and am, by nature, extremely science-minded. As you can imagine, this was all very hard for me to process in the beginning of my stranger-than-fiction journey. I wasn’t looking for any of it—the kids simply found me.
Eventually, I developed partnerships with detectives around the country because many of the kids had been murdered in their lifetime. They wanted me to pass specific information regarding their cases. With that said, murder victims aren’t the only souls who come to me. I channel messages from souls who were miscarried and aborted, too. And I’ve shared messages from those souls with countless moms over the past decade who’ve endured those experiences.
Now, this is not something I do for money—it’s all volunteer-based. And I can’t make a soul/spirit come to me; they simply come when they want. Sometimes they share messages and ask me to hold onto them for later…when their parents are guided to me. You can read more about my journey (and WHY all of this happened to me) in my upcoming book, Little Voices. Decorated NYPD Detective (ret) Mark Pucci wrote the foreword for my memoir and we recently launched a nonprofit together called The National Institute for Law and Justice (nilj.org).
Today, I want to share what I hear from souls who’ve been aborted. First of all, our kids pick us to be their parents. Whether they come into the world and live a full human life or not. Where abortion is concerned, they say that they knew about it from the get go and even influenced the mother’s decision so there are NO hard feelings. There is only love and compassion for their mom, and many times, the same soul will come back through the mother at a later time to be born into the world. (This happens a lot with miscarriages, too.) Sometimes they simply remain in spirit form as a guardian angel for their mom and family. Abortion is not considered murder by any means. It’s an experience that the soul agreed to experience, in tandem, with the mother’s soul...... (click read more)...
There is so much shame and misunderstanding around abortion (and miscarriages). I, personally, endured a miscarriage after Nat and Grace were born. I know that soul is a guardian for me, and I’m forever grateful for her.
It’s hard for all of us (me included) to wrap our heads and hearts around the meaning of life because it’s not something we can easily understand with our rational human minds. But if you take a bird’s eye view at our collective evolution over the past 100 years, you can see where we were on the right side of history, leading with respect and love for all human beings regardless of race, class, and gender. When we lead with love and compassion for self and others, we’re moving all of us forward for generations to come. When we lead from a place of control, fear, shame, restriction, and separation, we’re not.
Considering what I just shared about the soul’s view of abortion, do you think the movement to overturn Roe vs Wade leads from a place of love and compassion or control, restriction, and fear?
I know my answer. And I know our 19-year-old daughter’s answer. Last night, while we were getting ready for bed, she sent me this text:
“I’m very scared.”
My heart sunk into my stomach. Naturally, I did my best to calm her fears but I knew it wasn’t enough. I shared articles about what states like CA and OR are doing to protect women's rights. But I knew I couldn’t say for certain that she wouldn’t—that women and girls wouldn’t—lose their right to control their own bodies. A few minutes later, my phone lit up again with her reply.
“It’s so depressing knowing that in this world I’m only considered a mother for a child and a body for a man.”
It really is, baby girl, it really is.
*Posted with my daughter's permission.
PLEASE NOTE: While I wish I could personally talk with each person who reaches out hoping for messages from their loved ones on the other side, I just simply can't field all of the questions. Also, I'm currently spending most of my time volunteering my mediumship skill working on missing and murdered persons cases with The National Institute for Law and Justice. If you're interested in talking with a trusted medium, please check out my TRUSTED SPECIALISTS page.
6/26/2022 08:47:04 am
I was very touched by your article. I’ma believer.
6/26/2022 12:18:30 pm
I’m so happy it touched you. Thanks for letting me know.
10/26/2022 08:34:14 pm
Thank you for sharing. We should be looking toward the reality of abortion (such as the direct messages you share from the souls themselves) rather than projecting our own ideas onto the situation. I thank you for your valuable insight <3.
11/5/2022 02:53:15 pm
Thank you for your lovely comment. I agree 100%.
11/5/2022 02:44:59 pm
I’ve recently been learning about mediumship and when I found out that they are able to connect with aborted babies I didn’t know how to feel (having had one myself). I’ve always stood firm on my decision and this article gave me comfort. Thank you so much.
11/5/2022 02:54:09 pm
I'm so glad to hear my article gave you comfort! And that you're learning about mediumship now. Thanks for sharing!
12/6/2022 11:21:35 am
You were good to use your amazing gifts to channel messages from those who should be the central players in the discussions of abortion. No voice could possibly be more important. Thank you!
12/16/2022 12:44:37 pm
Savannah Jean Collins
12/15/2022 04:44:07 am
Hello, are you able to communicate through email? I'm looking for more info on the abortion topic, no reading. My sister is having a really hard time and I know you can help her by telling her the truth.
12/16/2022 12:47:52 pm
Hi Savannah, I’m so sorry to hear your sister is struggling so much. I don’t consult via email but I touched on the subject in my new book LITTLE VOICES. It’s available anywhere books and audiobooks are sold. I also talk about my own miscarriage, and the soul who came through, in my book. 🙏❤️
2/1/2023 10:16:11 pm
I'm having a bit of a hard time right now and I needed to read some comforting words. I ended up being where I needed to be to find those words. I'll be checking out your book soon. Thank you ❤️
2/24/2023 07:39:02 pm
Anj, I'm so glad you found this blog post I wrote. I hope it brought you comfort. And thank you for checking out my book. <3
2/8/2023 08:25:19 am
I just had an abortion and this made me feel somehow better but still feel like a mirderer I regret so much my decision I want him or her to forgive me I shouldn’t have done that. I wasn’t thinking straight. I feel like the worst person in the world. Is there any way I can communicate with you?
2/24/2023 07:55:01 pm
Maria, I'm so sorry to read what you've been through. It's overwhelming, isn't it?!? I'm sending a big hug to you. Please know you are NOT a murderer. Not even close. As I wrote in my blog post, we are influenced by the souls we carry and they know prior to any exit of any kind (abortion, miscarriage, etc)—and they help us make decisions, if decisions are needed—in order to do what is right and best for all involved at the time. Including the soul. Many, many times, that same soul will come back into the world in a future pregnancy, or they will stay on the other side and help guide you. All of this is as it should be, and nothing to be ashamed of. There is only love for you from the little soul—forever and always.
2/21/2023 06:42:13 pm
hello. i am a 20 year old girl who has made the right but very difficult decision after finding out i’m pregnant. i have an appointment tomorrow and today i have been feeling this uncanny feeling that this is not my last time with this little soul. i have told this to my boyfriend just last night i am sure they will be back i’ve never had a feeling i was so sure about and i come across your blog today. it brought me so much comfort and joy to know my intuitional feeling wasn’t bs. i am in awe and i feel so much more at ease i cant say thank you enough.
2/24/2023 07:57:07 pm
I'm beyond grateful to know my blog helped confirm your intuition. Hugs to you! Keep trusting your intuition—it's spot on! <3
3/5/2023 06:46:58 am
I'm so sad. I regretfully had an abortion in 2020 at the time I knew I couldn't cope with a 3rd child as my children were not even 1 and my eldest was 2. My mental health was at a bad place 😪. Even though it was against everything I said I would ever do I had one and cried my eyes out to the nurse after it feeling awful. I was 8 week and feel awful to this day but the 3 children wouldnt have had the best start with me where I was. I always think about what would have been. Anyway I do care for a living and today went to a woman I've been to a couple of times before she does readings etc me and this woman seem to click straight away she's dying of cancer. We can talk for ages but today but of no where baring in mind she's only met me twice and know nothing about me or my abortion. She told me she could see a baby's arm leaning on my shoulder and she saw a baby's face above me. I was caught of guard I burst out crying and remembered my abortion it gave me some comfort however I felt guilt for feeling like this. She told me to stop crying thst the baby feels like a girl and she's not mad at me. And I cried even more. She said the baby was leaning on my shoulder I can't stop thinking of this. She said the baby is ok. I asked her if I had an abortion how can it be a baby your seeing and she said because the baby is born once aborted somewhere else. I told my partner he said don't listen etc but I can't help feeling like this is real. I'm crying all day talking to my aborted baby telling them how much I love them and how sorry I am please help me shed some light on this ♥️
3/8/2023 04:16:04 pm
Hello! I'm so sorry to read about the agony you've been in. I just wanted to chime in and second what you've shared above. Your little soul is not angry with you at all. In fact, she only feels love for you. When I channel souls who have passed (babies, children, or in gestation when they passed), they show me themselves however they think the message will be best received. In some cases, I see them as the age they would have been had they grown up. Sometimes, I see them as babies because it's a way their loved ones to recognize them (as you were told she saw the baby on your shoulder). All of this is to say, she's with you, helping to guide you. Please don't care the shame anymore. She loves you and knows what you were up against (on a soul level). I hope this helps ease your pain a bit. <3
3/27/2023 09:11:44 am
Thank you for this. I have an appointment scheduled this week for a termination of pregnancy and I’ve been a mess. Currently a mess. Your article came up in a Google search and I desperately needed it. I’m still a wreck about going through with this but like another commenter I have other children that need me. My mental health is fluctuating and this has sent me into a tailspin. How could I be so irresponsible? I believe in everything you talk about though and I just had to know what was going to happen to this “baby”. I’ve had dreams she’s a girl 😭
3/27/2023 09:49:04 am
I’m coming up on a year since my abortion and I find myself having very hard days and also find myself falling deep into a rut where it’s nothing but darkness and pain. I have a part of being very depressed and suicidal…. However my first pregnancy, a very unexpected pregnancy at that shook me hard…. I found out that I was 13 weeks when I seen the little face on the monitor…. It waved and my heart sank….. I wasn’t ready for you Ella May…. Mom and dad love you tremendously and I wish more than anything that your loving soul holds me together cause damn I miss you…. I talk to her and just think hard about who she’d be more like… me or dad…. Todays hard and that’s why I’m here, but I believe she’s always with me.. she’s my rock and somehow gives me a reason to keep going. To not give up….
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